Today I was full of spitting hate.
On my mind there was homicide,
I don't know why I got this way.
A woman's hands might make me placid,
a bowl of cream on all the acid.
And I could rise above this massive
wave of blue.
Today I barely said a word.
I blew up when my mother touched a nerve.
I went to Alexandra Palace
and dragged outside all of my malice
and knew in two weeks I'd not have this any more.
released February 8, 2013
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